well, im gonna update you people on what happen luh.
i went to sentosa with fyfy and Nurul. it was a last minute plan uh. they were going in pairs. then, i like decided to join them since i got nothing to do during that point of time.
i REACHed the bustop 1st. then came nurul. chit-chat bout past, den laughed like hell. bloodyhell fyfy came LATE. 30 mins we waited. 2 bendy buses passed. her penalty- TREAT us WATER. gah!. den we bus-ed there. played fy's psp, while those 2 ladies went into their world of gossiping(hahahah). reached there.bought NASI AYAM GORENG, took monorail. SLOW LOR. hahaha. bt was fun. den we picked a shady spot. CHANGED. EATING TIME!!!. damn it. the NASI AYAM GORENG nice la sia. WOOh. gonna get the same next time. den went cam-whoring. they really got me into the camwhoring mood siak. haha. they ALMOST GOT ME INTO THE WATER.and foremost. I NEVER BROUGHT EXTRA BOXER. hahaha. den around like... 12plus.. showered, off to vivo cityy, chilled at coffeebean. had ICED TEA(non caffeine). met my mum awile.:p. then arnd 2plus3 off to meet NALIKAS. haha. met them at Orchard cntral station. had a light lunch at FAR EAST. i had TEA WITH MILK. then they bought Ciggs.*standard*. smoked at the back of far east building. cam whored there awhile. walked to cineleisure. JUST TO GET MORGAN;s FAMOUS ANUS COOKIES> walan!. den off to heeren and slacked at SUPREME COURT. me and fiera kept having stomache. so wen went to go SHIT. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. she went twice. OOOPS!.
then they go drinking. i almost vomit lor. hahaha. cam whored there. after that. went to ONEfullerton and slack. walan. FAR SIAL MUST WALK. chilled there. arnd 9plus. i decided to went off and meet up with BOB HAIR gang.(ELYSSA-NA, BABE ANAH and ROTI BOYAN). got gig uh at youth park. kimek. they mosh like HARDCORE SKANKING SIA. pffft. -____-. dumbb. followed ROTI BOYAN and Anah to borders and read mag before going home. see off ELYSSA-NA at the bustop. arnd 1145, went off. i seperated from ROTI BOYAN and Anah. since they wanted to catch the last train. i planned to catch the last bus. but WTH. NO MORE. CB. waited for cab at the CAROUSEL hotel. taxi fare-10 bucks. hahahahahah. fast sia the apek drive. reach home. showered. SLEEP. ok. PIGTURES BELOW.

ahhhhhhh... BANANA!!!!


"ok. so, where should we BOMB first"


HARDOGAY FOOOOOOOO!!!!!!


OFF TO VIVO CITY. my face-LORD OF THE RING;s URUK HAI


PICTURE PERFECT HOR NURUL!!!!

hey! sorry update now. gah! ok, this week- AWESOME.
went to BATAM for a short holiday and a week of soccer-ing.
(im using pics now to briefly tell you people what happen. i lazy to type).
ok, 1st pic, In the ferry, view of Singapore's city area. DARK CLOUDS


on boat going to my aunt's house.


reach there.*took motor* and i SAW THIS GOATS. AWESOME HUH!?! VIKINGS?


-__- ok, damn it. my family had CRABs for dinner! eeeeeee


"yay" maggi for me -________-


hahaha. suckers. since my family had crabs at home. i had CHICKEN BALLS. not their TESTIS. their meat.and a cup of tea w/milk.


hahaha. my breakfast. MEE REBOS! NICE LA SIAK. i had 3!


ok, we went to BATAM centre. a Mall. i caught my baby cousin stealing some chicken. btw, u saw that one round pack. ITS RICE. INDONesian had rice instead of bread. cool.


my uncle, Romo, CANT SEEM TO CONTROL HIS appetite. see? so greedy. CHILLI!


den my another uncle, me and muslim went to slack when all of the rest go shopping. GODIVA COFFEE. ok, believe this. total cost- 12 dollar!!! SING DOLLAR!!


AMAZING. they even teach you how to use their Toilets. *claps*


GO HOME LA DEN.



ok. after going batam. the next day. PLAYED soccer with the team. im the top scorer. 9 goals in two days. had AWESOME TIME playing with rasool, he's my apprentice.
OYA OYA. during the waiting of 963, I ALMOST KICK THIS DOG. SHOCKED ME SIAK.


not forgetting this shit. i got this for 50 cents(singapore cash) in BATAM. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


haha, just now after playing soccer, had coffeebean with, fiera(pic),anuar,haziq(his finger) shafuck(his hp) and akmal.haha. fiera.. SHE STOLE MY CHEERY!!!!!!



ANUAR ASK ME TO JOIN THE SOCCER TEAM!!!!!!!! YES LA!!!!!!! STRIKER!!!!! gahahahah!!!
well, thats my weekend. noit very cool.
hmm.. im missing [G] still. ok, im off

rayy OUT!!

hey there peeps. rayy again. ok, SINCE NO ONE is chatting with me right freakin now. i shall update this "dead"journal. gaH!.

ok, we had an outing with my mum's NYK logistics company at East Coast Park, cleaning the Environment. gaga. HAD TREMENDOUS FUN THERE, really. i'll let the pictures do the talking/Explanations.
ok, me being FORCE wearing a snowcap/beanie by my mum. "YAY".



REACH THERE, the FIRST THING I SAW IS THIS LAD. AWESOME.



they did some briefings, and i made a NEW fren, she's from JAPAN, Ria. SHE IS HOT GORGEOUS! hehe. evrybody ther knows i like her. shit. they even ask me go jio her out. hahaha. cool people *the pic not clear uh.



me and my sis collected this. COOL SHIT HUH!?



FREE APPLE JUICE!! haha, and of course, free food. i had fillet o fish, mum n sis had BIG Brkfast.



ok this guy IS AMAZING. He's cool, and he's tall. ENOUGH said.



then the last event, BE CREATIVE AND DESIGN RECYCLED OUTFIT *THE PROCESS*



TADA!!! our MODEL is in the middle. Ashley is her name.*I MAKE THE FLOWER*,hehehe. we won 1st prize. 3rd goes to wizard and 2nd to holy lady. hehehe.



ok den after that, i went to accompany my mum and sis to get my sis new HP, she got cyber shot uh. den arnd 2plus3, reach home, rest awhile, den i went out mit fyfy. haha. for lunch and slacking. haha i HAD MY FIRST EVER AYAM PENYET AT LUCKY PLAZA. IT WAS SO FREAKING NICE. BT ITS SO SPICY!!!! MY 1ST MOUTH, I SWEAT LIKE HELL. RELLLY!. FYFY LAUGH AT ME. walao. den we wen to meet up her fren. they had their dinner at far east;s nana thai food thingy uh. nice uh, i buy mixed fruit beancurd. SLURP!. den off to TAKA. go slack. den came fyfy;s frens, den they slack2, arnd 9plus i go off. go mit sadip n yanti to torn. hehehe. i reach there, arnd 12 plus, half way thru our convo, i fell asleep. gah! i drooled, sweat, n snored. INFRONT OF THEM. shit!. den arnd 2plus3, i went off uh. go mit my uncle. sleep awhile, den go market the next day wit my mum n family. aha. den till now, im at home. yay. hehehe. ok luh. im done. peace. i miss [G]. help.
this is it, MY FACE WHEN IM EATING AYAM PENYET< SO SPICY LA SIAL.

hey. sorry i didnt update for quite some time. well, this TOMORROW's my 1st EXAMINATION paper. and followed by FRIday, MY LAST PAPER. hehe. i only got two papers though. =) im gonna do my freaking best lor. ey people

okok, stop talking about exams. lets talk about what happen to me lor this few weeks.

ok, i went slacking with I.R.U.R + AIN(rockstar geek GF) and BOB hair gang at TAKA's STEPs, we chilled, talked, LAUGHED NO OTHER, did gay stuffs with rasool!. heheh. den all the boys got free DUREX CONDOMS frm a HOT LADY outside TAKA. me and rasool saw her from far, we RAN!!! JUST TO GET FREE RUBBER FROM THAT HOT LADy. dang.. SHe's quite hot luh. den we walked to ISTANA PARK. chilled there,smoked, den AIN got off 1st. den chilled again, TEDD,OQI,SYAZ(AFRO), AJID(BLOODY STICKMAN) and co came to join us. salam aka Seth waste his RUBBER, he filled it with water, played toss and catch with us, he blew it up, it looked like a normal balloon sia. den Anah, was like. "ishk, nice sia the feeling of RUBBERs, like pillow sia." i was like, "WTF?! U SIAO UH?". haha. all laughed. diao. asked Syaz to help me buy my ciggs, bloody hell the MONEY CHANGE he KAPOK(take). den Elyssa-Na challenge me arm wrestling, walao, standard uh girls, lose alrdy, say cheat la, what la. aiyo. girls. hehehe., den arnd 8+, shafiq, haziq, syirah and fyfy join us. fyfy gotta go off 1st, she looking for someone uh. hehe. den after her, Elyssa-Na, Ana and Boyan(these are the BOB hair gang) went off. aduh. weak sia. left me sia. HIYAK!. den the rest of us went to see the ASIANBEATS2007. POWER LA SIAK. all drummer USE SINGLE PADDLE BUT SOUNDS DOUBLE PEDAL. FUH! GEREK sia. majority of the individual prizes were won by MALAYs. walao? only keyboard goes to one chinese guy. but, KUDOS to everyone participating!. the winner gets to represent SINGAPORE during the ASIANBEATS MIXED in TAIWAN these coming year.(NO IDEA WHEN UH). den some of Tedd's fren (Yuna and gang) ask all of us to go see gig at substation, wow. we walked there lor. MAKE ONE BIG ROUND when actually we can cut thru SMU building. bloodyhell. we camwhored at the arts MUSEUM. Yuna has a REALLY, I MEAN DUDE, REALLY CUTE VOICE. GAH~. we watched the gig from the door, cos we didnt want to pay for the tix. hehe. den decide to slacked at the alley beside the SUBSTATION. chilled, dranked,smoked and rest. HOT SIA walk one big round. den Yuna and gang went off 1st, shook her hand "she asked, erm, hi, im Yuna, whats your name?" i was like.... wth.. the voice... fuh! hahaha. okok stop it. den arnd 11+ we catched the last train home. crazy Tedd comb his hair CENTER PARTING. WTF! UGLY BASTARD! hahaha. den we DISPERSED to our respective train station, i reached home arnd 12 plus one? hehe. sorry mum. =p.


den monday and tuesday, i went out to mug with Ana and Boyan. monday, at FAJAR, HAHAHA> CHAOS. ok, enuf2. nomore its chaos.
den yesterday, i met up with Boyan at pending LRT at 3plus. WAH. 2 OCLOCK sia. bloodyhell. den we went inside NGEE ANN POLY, look for Ana. siao, i was like an illegal immigrant sia there. chilled at their library, eat CHEAP food there. had JAPANESE food, KARAGE DON or smth. den off to MARINA SQUARE n SUNTEC CITY. chilled at MCDONALDS, get free INTERNET ACCESS, arnd 9plus, off home. took 190 home, we sat on the FOUR SEATERS, Boyan facing me and Ana, Boyan SLept. CHIBAI! her face! HAHAHA> FUGLY LA sial. Ana was like laughing NON STOP. saw Ernizah in 190. Boyan and me dropped off 1st, Ana live yew tee there. den reach home, BATHE n sleep. blah!.

ok luh, i going off now. wana continue mugging. peace. i'll try to update soon yea. hehehe. OI HEATHER!! YOU STILL OWE ME BUBBE TEA and PIZZAHUT! lalala. okok
[G] aku miss kau la!
rayy out!

okok, people keep calling me PAULTWOHILL. WHEN IM NOT.IM RAYY LA NBCB.

"tomo no hardo gay ne!" say,say,say!!! *its me, hard gay, heyheyhey" haha. well, ok, im back. n im addicted to hard gay. serious. i kept browsing his videos at youtube over and over again. dang!. ok, bt im no gay though!. haha. well, these few days was fun, great n serious-ly fun luh. haha easy said. chilled at home/with gangs la, got drunk with amir, shafiq, salam, macky(cousin) and one more guy uh. dono wats his name. haha. den, nothing great happen today, besides i like was gonna watch BEOWULF with fyfy, den, damn cousin got open house. ninnabay. canceled the movie thingy lor. sorry ya fyfy. -___- damn cuzz. ohya, speaking bout cuzz, i finally talked to my cousin eQah sia, its like FEW DONKEYS years sia since we've talk, cos, like during hari raya, her family came over(as usual), we did smile n bid our goodbyes, bt NEVER SAY A WORD> hahah. siao ryte? den like we talk,talk talk. haha. cousins mah, must talk crap. ok, shut up. ok i noe (G) is gonna be missed by me for this coming weeks. hais. am i gonna survive this coming weeks? help!. gah. walao. i like talked to all of my old frens sia. they like NEVER RECOGINISE ME ANYMORE LOR. walao. this is wat u guys called frens uh?! nyahak., ok chill.. erm ok la, tts all uh. tired. haha *sorry fyfy, short entry uh*. HARDO GAY FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!
"SAYSAYSAYSAY" i MISS [G] luh.



HARD GAY SEY!



HOW LIKE HARD GAY OR NOT? FOOOOOOOOOOO!

hey there people. hmm. these few days. i've been like slacking till late with gang. (sadip,naz,dayana and rizzo). it was fun. talked crap, smoked, n went off. tts wat i been doing these few days i guess. sch.. hm.. was greatt. all the topics, cleared n fully undstnd. hurhur=). den hari raya with the 4 tech student turned out to be fun. they really welcomed me back. thnks guys. *pics below*. we like took our time to raya the gang's aprtment. 1st was mine, den shai2, den ijai, den shafiq, den haziq, den dayana n lastly. salam's*wich i didnt go. tired uh*. gah!. we cam-whored. rizzo kinda make me into the cam whoring mood. u ass. tts wat hppn to me last few days. and well, today. basically the usual stuff. came in class late. nyahak!. read thru the covering topics. n wen to brunch. alot lor. pfft. prata n wedges. haha. sick. den slacked in sch. till arnd 2plus. met up with dayana at jurong east inter n go chill n eat with rizzo and sadip. we "lepak" under a voideck not far frm rizzo's aprtment. rizoo need to go home. wahaha. loser!=). den we talked. chilled smoke once. n off home. say our goodbyes n position ourselves at our bustops. dayana act like she didnt saw me doing hand signals to her lor. bloody loh2. i wanted to share cab wit her cos like.. peak hrs mah.. bus too sardined up. in the end. she didnt get wat i meant. msg oso no use. bloody hp no batt. sorry luh. den bathed, txted, chill n massaging my leg. pain siak. well, tts all happen today. this friday is sure gonna be fuck fun yea guys? ok luh. challobette.

 hey. again. forever. today was pretty suck for a fucker like me. starts off with mrs mohan's lsson, i came in late with shai2, pfft. mark attendance then can go off. bloodyhell. break. eat "western rice". your head la western rice!, the chicken fry how many times again sia? damn cheapskates. went to shokoy;s class, was fun ah, manage to complete the work given, LAST MINUTE. bt all correct. ha!. den class ends at 12, went home with a.wahab. rain starts to pour. stuck undervoideck. wet,pissed off n smoke. gah~. den arnd like 130, took mrt n took bus 190 frm clark quay, tdy, not so packed. aha. at home.. no one except the grands home tis time. stripped. myspaced. youtubed, stoned. same old fucking routine. arnd 5+, went to shower, met shai2 n zero at chinese garden at 657. jam starts at 7. gah~!. Not so bad la my brother in law's new jamming studio. bt still, i prefer fourtones. wooh~!. i manage to sing most of our usual covers, like, unholy confessions... paranoid. and etc. i lost totally every inch of my voice in there. den they ask me go get water, got coconut juice, n we slacked in an alley behind a shophouse near the studio. like GEYLANG SIAK the alley. ahahah. talked bout stuffs.. they smoke, i didnt. no voice. they made fun of me.. say my voice rabak. zero calls me M.shadows nw.. haha. avenged S's vocalist? die lor... den shai took bus n go mit jing. me n zero, gag all the way to the mrt sttion. bloody sotong. laughed the way home. shook our goodbyes. lrt-ed home. den untill now lo. hmmok la. bye. i miss mandy. if u read this. txt me if u miss me
hahaa

hey there guys. sorry didnt update last few days. haha. hmm.. well, im trying to face reality nw. =). okok, well, tdy was hari raya, woke up at 745, went for morning raya prayers at the nearest mosque. haha. its starts at 8. gah!. well, manage to find a small spot for me to pray. hmm RED ANTS bite me lor. ma de. hmm zombiekid txt me. haha. tsted her awile. den cntinue praying. arnd 9+, it ends. i walked home, get ready for my family to come, my aunt's family came 1st, followed by kak tetty, my oldest cousin sister. den my gangster uncle n ROMO respectively. we had so called fun la. hmm cam whored with, darf(sis), kak nana, mus, zahin n kak tetty. we slacked till arnd 6+. all tired, den all went home. till nw den, im sitting infrnt of the screen, stoning, n did some cleaning on my comp. ahah. sicko. well, i tink tts all den, im kinda WORNED OUT. hmm catch u guys soon? zombiekid!! TEXT ME LEI! wahahaha.








 

hey.. its been a rough week for me. since the seperation occured. hmm.. thnk god tt, i'gt nima, she's a life saver though. thnks. hmm.. well, this few days. i've been like.. hanging out alone at far end of esplanade. ALONE PEOPLE> alone.. bt still, i meet up my frens. they didnt know bout wat happen to me nw.. ur ryte, i shud tell them,. cos.. im like fucking suffering nw.. to tell u guys the truth. im nt doin so well. no shit. sorry i've been lying to u guys i f i say tt im alryte. hope u guys undst, i almost end life u knw tt. i smoked 3 packs menthol ciggs str8. i felt dizzy. really..  i slacked wit the gang till late. got kinda drunked, n put up a fight with some gangster shit at somplace i forgot.. police were there, hold us. took informations. den, rara, wanted to accmpany thru the nyte, i insist. tnx babe. its ok, den i went to slack alone. again. cos, its fucking hurting me ryte nw. im trying my fucking best to get over it. really. i promise YOU, nima, evryone tt i told bout. im still trying.. hope u guys will still be there for me at the end. =). well, im chatting wit my HOT BABE cuzz nima nw. she's helping me tho. thnks. bt still, YOU keep coming thru my mind.. well, jst like u say, dnt bother, im trying nt to. bt still i cant. i cant. its diffrnet nw without YOU. really. i noe, im having so called fun. bt still, it hurts.inside me. today, i wnt to JB, got my VANS skate shoe, skinny jeans n a polo T. sheesh. nw i can fit mum;s skinny jeans. gah~!. reach home, i tried out my so called new outfit.. haha its cool tho. hmm. well, i guess tts it. see ya. nima.. talk to me. help. anyone